Fat Ugly Stupid
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Thursday, December 9, 2010
Monday, December 6, 2010
It ain't me
Go ’way from my window
Leave at your own chosen speed
I’m not the one you want, babe
I’m not the one you need
You say you’re lookin’ for someone
Never weak but always strong
To protect you an’ defend you
Whether you are right or wrong
Someone to open each and every door
But it ain’t me, babe
No, no, no, it ain’t me, babe
It ain’t me you’re lookin’ for, babe
Leave at your own chosen speed
I’m not the one you want, babe
I’m not the one you need
You say you’re lookin’ for someone
Never weak but always strong
To protect you an’ defend you
Whether you are right or wrong
Someone to open each and every door
But it ain’t me, babe
No, no, no, it ain’t me, babe
It ain’t me you’re lookin’ for, babe
Go lightly from the ledge, babe
Go lightly on the ground
I’m not the one you want, babe
I will only let you down
You say you’re lookin’ for someone
Who will promise never to part
Someone to close his eyes for you
Someone to close his heart
Someone who will die for you an’ more
But it ain’t me, babe
No, no, no, it ain’t me, babe
It ain’t me you’re lookin’ for, babe
Go lightly on the ground
I’m not the one you want, babe
I will only let you down
You say you’re lookin’ for someone
Who will promise never to part
Someone to close his eyes for you
Someone to close his heart
Someone who will die for you an’ more
But it ain’t me, babe
No, no, no, it ain’t me, babe
It ain’t me you’re lookin’ for, babe
Go melt back into the night, babe
Everything inside is made of stone
There’s nothing in here moving
An’ anyway I’m not alone
You say you’re lookin' for someone
Who’ll pick you up each time you fall
To gather flowers constantly
An’ to come each time you call
A lover for your life an’ nothing more
But it ain’t me, babe
No, no, no, it ain’t me, babe
It ain’t me you’re lookin’ for, babe
Everything inside is made of stone
There’s nothing in here moving
An’ anyway I’m not alone
You say you’re lookin' for someone
Who’ll pick you up each time you fall
To gather flowers constantly
An’ to come each time you call
A lover for your life an’ nothing more
But it ain’t me, babe
No, no, no, it ain’t me, babe
It ain’t me you’re lookin’ for, babe
This song is beautiful. Its by Bob Dylan, but Christopher Drew made a more mellow version, love them both.
Sunday, December 5, 2010
you clench the world between you buns.
Life is not a spark in space
an episode of will and grace
controversial yet mundane
deborahs messing with your brain
even scientologists know theres more to all of this
search the ruins for trap doors, wonder what you're put here for
simple as a hint of gas climbing nostrils as you pass
making harvards graduates feel childish when they laugh at it
climb the rungs to kingdom come, sour patch to acid tongue
are you opposed to having fun? you clentch the world between your buns
you could do better, you could do better, you could be the greatest man in the world. you could do better, you could do better, you could be the greatest man in the world.
your life is always the post of something else.. where is the present in the way that you present yourself? and it's discusting how little that you try, the existential equivalent of pink eye.
drink alone and watch tv youre expecting harmonies,
to tap your tune with silver spoons, and the anthem of impending doom.
guiding satans steady hand, forcing beatles to dispand.
it's ego freaks and drama queens, the young at heart know what I mean
you could do better, you could do better, you could be the greatest man in the world. you could do better, you could do better, you could be the greatest man in the world.
you could do better, better than that you're a fraud.
thank god you learned to keep your shirt on.
you could do better, you could do better, you could be the greatest man in the world.
you burn so brightly, you burn so brightly in the dark
you burn so brightly, you burn so, you burn so.
you could do better, you could do better, you could be the greatest man in the world
you could do better, you could do better, you could be the greatest man in the world
you could do better, better than that you're a fraud.
thank god you learned to keep your shirt on
you could do better, you could do better, you could be the greatest man in the world.
you could do better, you could do better, you could be the greatest man in the world
we could do better, we could do better, we could be the greatest band in the world.
an episode of will and grace
controversial yet mundane
deborahs messing with your brain
even scientologists know theres more to all of this
search the ruins for trap doors, wonder what you're put here for
simple as a hint of gas climbing nostrils as you pass
making harvards graduates feel childish when they laugh at it
climb the rungs to kingdom come, sour patch to acid tongue
are you opposed to having fun? you clentch the world between your buns
you could do better, you could do better, you could be the greatest man in the world. you could do better, you could do better, you could be the greatest man in the world.
your life is always the post of something else.. where is the present in the way that you present yourself? and it's discusting how little that you try, the existential equivalent of pink eye.
drink alone and watch tv youre expecting harmonies,
to tap your tune with silver spoons, and the anthem of impending doom.
guiding satans steady hand, forcing beatles to dispand.
it's ego freaks and drama queens, the young at heart know what I mean
you could do better, you could do better, you could be the greatest man in the world. you could do better, you could do better, you could be the greatest man in the world.
you could do better, better than that you're a fraud.
thank god you learned to keep your shirt on.
you could do better, you could do better, you could be the greatest man in the world.
you burn so brightly, you burn so brightly in the dark
you burn so brightly, you burn so, you burn so.
you could do better, you could do better, you could be the greatest man in the world
you could do better, you could do better, you could be the greatest man in the world
you could do better, better than that you're a fraud.
thank god you learned to keep your shirt on
you could do better, you could do better, you could be the greatest man in the world.
you could do better, you could do better, you could be the greatest man in the world
we could do better, we could do better, we could be the greatest band in the world.
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Breathe
A blue-black shade of love.
Sent from above.
My hands are tied, two worlds alone,
And this I know.
Your breath's like wine,
And just like clouds, my skin crawls.
It's so divine, the sky it glows with fields of light.
Did you know that I love you?Come and lay with me.
I love you.And honesty, I love you.
You make me feel alive,
and I'll love you
Until the end of time.
My hands shake clasped with fear, as you come near
To say goodnight, just like a dove.
A peaceful sign.
To help us by, as you come in,
Let this begin.
Stars fall like dust, our lips will touch,
We speak too much.
Did you know that I love you?
Come and lay with me.
I love you.
And honesty, I love you.
You make me feel alive,
and I'll love you
Until the end of time.
Did you know that I love you?
Come and lay with me.
I love you.
And honesty, I love you.
You make me feel alive,
and I'll love you
Until the end of time.
I've got a lot to say, if you will let me
It's always hard, when you're around meBut here right now, there's interest in your eyes
So hear me out, and hear this the first timeThat I... love you (come and lay with me)
That I... love you (and honesty)
That I... love you (you make me feel alive)
That I... love you
Till the end of time
Sent from above.
My hands are tied, two worlds alone,
And this I know.
Your breath's like wine,
And just like clouds, my skin crawls.
It's so divine, the sky it glows with fields of light.
Did you know that I love you?Come and lay with me.
I love you.And honesty, I love you.
You make me feel alive,
and I'll love you
Until the end of time.
My hands shake clasped with fear, as you come near
To say goodnight, just like a dove.
A peaceful sign.
To help us by, as you come in,
Let this begin.
Stars fall like dust, our lips will touch,
We speak too much.
Did you know that I love you?
Come and lay with me.
I love you.
And honesty, I love you.
You make me feel alive,
and I'll love you
Until the end of time.
Did you know that I love you?
Come and lay with me.
I love you.
And honesty, I love you.
You make me feel alive,
and I'll love you
Until the end of time.
I've got a lot to say, if you will let me
It's always hard, when you're around meBut here right now, there's interest in your eyes
So hear me out, and hear this the first timeThat I... love you (come and lay with me)
That I... love you (and honesty)
That I... love you (you make me feel alive)
That I... love you
Till the end of time
Angels & Airwaves
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
goodnight.
When.. When did I become so fucking fragile.
"la notte porta consiglio." my friend told me sleeping brings good advice.
goodnight.
Muah,
What applys to me.
I have/had
Graduated high school.
Kissed someone.
Smoked cigarettes.
Rode every ride at an amusement park
Collected something really stupid.
Gone to a rock concert.
Helped someone.
Gone Fishing.
Spun turn tables.
Watched four movies in one night.
Been dumped.
Failed a class.
Dealt drugs.
Taken a college level course.
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Watched someone die.
Been to a funeral.
Burned yourself.
Ran a marathon.
Your parents got divorced.
Cried yourself to sleep.Spent over $200 in one day.
Cheated on someone.
Been cheated on.
Written a 10 page letter.
Gone skiing.
Been sailing.
Had a best friend.
Lost someone you loved.
Had detention.
Skipped school.
Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
Stolen books from the library.
Gone to a different country.
Been in a mental hospital.
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
Fired a gun.
Gambled in a casino.
Had a yard sale.
And a lemonade stand.
Actually made money at the lemonade stand.
Been in a school play.
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
Gone to Sea World.
Attempted suicide.
Voted for American/Australian Idol.
Written poetry. Read more than 20 books a year.
Gone to Europe.
Loved someone you couldn’t have. loved? idk, wanted is a better word.
Wondered about your sexuality.
Used a coloring book over age 12.
Had surgery.
Had stitches.
Taken a taxi.
Seen the Washington Monument.
Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.
Overdosed.
Had a drug or alcohol problem.
Been in a fist fight.
Had a hamster.
Petted a wild animal.
Used a credit card.
Gone surfing in California.
Did “spirit day” at school.
Dyed your hair.
Got a tattoo. [want]
Had something pierced.
Got straight A’s.
Been on the Honor Roll.
Your parents sent you to a shrink.
Been handcuffed.
Known someone with HIV or AIDS.
Taken pictures with a webcam.
Started a fire.
I am ___ tall.
5’0” or shorter
5’1” or 5’2”
5’3” or 5’4”
5’5” or 5’6”
5’7” or 5’8”
5’9” or 6’0”
6’1” or taller
My hair is naturally the color ___.
Light brown
Medium brown
Dark brown
Blonde
Black
Dirty blonde
Strawberry blonde
GINGER
My hair’s natural texture is ___.
Curly
Wavy
Straight
A combination of things
Nappy
My eyes are ___.
Brown boring.
Blue
Green
Grey
Hazel
Light brown
A combination of things
My sexual orientation is ___.
Straight
Gay
Bisexual.
I am a ___.
Male
FemaleMy favorite kinds of music are ___..
Rock
Indie
Metal
Techno
Pop
Gothic metal
Punk
Ska
Hip-hop
Rap
Reggae
Old school rock
Folk rock
My favorite places to shop include ___.
Hot Topic
Claire’s
Abercrombie
Hollister
American Eagle
Aeropostale
Wet Seal
Wal*Mart
KMart
Target
Charlotte Russe
Delia*s
Spencer’s
eBay
Shopping online
Thrift shops
Garage salesUrban Outfitters
Pac Sun
Mandee’sModell’s
Forever 21
Adjectives that describe me are ___.
Funny
Serious
Sensitive
Strong-willed
Determined
LazyProcrastinator
Loving
Compassionate
Bad tempered
Hard to please
People-pleaser
Leader
Follower
Perky
Depressing
Exciting
Interesting
Weird
Unique
Normal
People sometimes label me as ___, even though I don’t really care.
Prep
Punk
Goth
Grunge
Slut
Gangster
Girly
musical
Tomboy
Prude
Teacher’s pet
Nerd
Geek
fashionable
Awkward
My longest relationship was ___.
1 month or less
2 months
3 months
4 months
5 months
6 months
7 months
8 months
9 months
10 months
11 months
A year+
Two years or more
I’ve never been in a real relationship
Some of my biggest fears are ___.
Spiders/other insects
Dying
Rape
Doctor/dentist appointments
Hospitals
Needles
Disease
Being alone in the dark
Heights
Small spaces
Oceans/large bodies of water
Holes
Large animals
Small animals
Dying young
Old people
I have too many
I have ___.
A best friend
A boyfriend
A girlfriend
A friend with benefits
A computer in my room
A television in my room
Good grades
My own car
More than 5 good friends
Married parents
I will never ___.
Have an abortion
Kill somebody
Rape somebody
Vote Republican
Vote Democrat
Be straight
Be gay
Wear all black
Shop at Hollister
Make my best friend cry
Make my significant other cry
Fall in love
Truly hate somebody
Dye my hair an unnatural color
Shave my head
Grow my hair down to my butt
Not shave for a year
Cry in front of someone
Sing/act in front of an audience
I have/had
Graduated high school.
Kissed someone.
Smoked cigarettes.
Rode every ride at an amusement park
Collected something really stupid.
Gone to a rock concert.
Helped someone.
Gone Fishing.
Spun turn tables.
Watched four movies in one night.
Been dumped.
Failed a class.
Dealt drugs.
Taken a college level course.
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Watched someone die.
Been to a funeral.
Burned yourself.
Ran a marathon.
Your parents got divorced.
Cried yourself to sleep.Spent over $200 in one day.
Cheated on someone.
Been cheated on.
Written a 10 page letter.
Gone skiing.
Been sailing.
Had a best friend.
Lost someone you loved.
Had detention.
Skipped school.
Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
Stolen books from the library.
Gone to a different country.
Been in a mental hospital.
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
Fired a gun.
Gambled in a casino.
Had a yard sale.
And a lemonade stand.
Actually made money at the lemonade stand.
Been in a school play.
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
Gone to Sea World.
Attempted suicide.
Voted for American/Australian Idol.
Written poetry. Read more than 20 books a year.
Gone to Europe.
Loved someone you couldn’t have. loved? idk, wanted is a better word.
Wondered about your sexuality.
Used a coloring book over age 12.
Had surgery.
Had stitches.
Taken a taxi.
Seen the Washington Monument.
Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.
Overdosed.
Had a drug or alcohol problem.
Been in a fist fight.
Had a hamster.
Petted a wild animal.
Used a credit card.
Gone surfing in California.
Did “spirit day” at school.
Dyed your hair.
Got a tattoo. [want]
Had something pierced.
Got straight A’s.
Been on the Honor Roll.
Your parents sent you to a shrink.
Been handcuffed.
Known someone with HIV or AIDS.
Taken pictures with a webcam.
Started a fire.
I am ___ tall.
5’0” or shorter
5’1” or 5’2”
5’3” or 5’4”
5’5” or 5’6”
5’7” or 5’8”
5’9” or 6’0”
6’1” or taller
My hair is naturally the color ___.
Light brown
Medium brown
Dark brown
Blonde
Black
Dirty blonde
Strawberry blonde
GINGER
My hair’s natural texture is ___.
Curly
Wavy
Straight
A combination of things
Nappy
My eyes are ___.
Brown boring.
Blue
Green
Grey
Hazel
Light brown
A combination of things
My sexual orientation is ___.
Straight
Gay
Bisexual.
I am a ___.
Male
FemaleMy favorite kinds of music are ___..
Rock
Indie
Metal
Techno
Pop
Gothic metal
Punk
Ska
Hip-hop
Rap
Reggae
Old school rock
Folk rock
My favorite places to shop include ___.
Hot Topic
Claire’s
Abercrombie
Hollister
American Eagle
Aeropostale
Wet Seal
Wal*Mart
KMart
Target
Charlotte Russe
Delia*s
Spencer’s
eBay
Shopping online
Thrift shops
Garage salesUrban Outfitters
Pac Sun
Mandee’sModell’s
Forever 21
Adjectives that describe me are ___.
Funny
Serious
Sensitive
Strong-willed
Determined
LazyProcrastinator
Loving
Compassionate
Bad tempered
Hard to please
People-pleaser
Leader
Follower
Perky
Depressing
Exciting
Interesting
Weird
Unique
Normal
People sometimes label me as ___, even though I don’t really care.
Prep
Punk
Goth
Grunge
Slut
Gangster
Girly
musical
Tomboy
Prude
Teacher’s pet
Nerd
Geek
fashionable
Awkward
My longest relationship was ___.
1 month or less
2 months
3 months
4 months
5 months
6 months
7 months
8 months
9 months
10 months
11 months
A year+
Two years or more
I’ve never been in a real relationship
Some of my biggest fears are ___.
Spiders/other insects
Dying
Rape
Doctor/dentist appointments
Hospitals
Needles
Disease
Being alone in the dark
Heights
Small spaces
Oceans/large bodies of water
Holes
Large animals
Small animals
Dying young
Old people
I have too many
I have ___.
A best friend
A boyfriend
A girlfriend
A friend with benefits
A computer in my room
A television in my room
Good grades
My own car
More than 5 good friends
Married parents
I will never ___.
Have an abortion
Kill somebody
Rape somebody
Vote Republican
Vote Democrat
Be straight
Be gay
Wear all black
Shop at Hollister
Make my best friend cry
Make my significant other cry
Fall in love
Truly hate somebody
Dye my hair an unnatural color
Shave my head
Grow my hair down to my butt
Not shave for a year
Cry in front of someone
Sing/act in front of an audience
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
If I Were...
If I were a colour I’d be The color of the little mermaids tail.
If I were a shoe I’d be a Dr. Martens.
If I were a flower I’d be a Sunflower
If I were a hairstyle I’d be a Mess
If I were a tree I’d be a Cherry Blossom Tree.
If I were a desert I’d be a Anything Chocolate.
If I were a time of day I’d be 9 in the afternoon. If I were a day of the week I’d be SATURDAY.
If I were a city I’d be Chicago.If I were a country I’d be Spain .
If I were a food I’d be Ramen
If I were a material I’d be Cotton.If I were a song I'd be Do better- Say Anything
If I were an animal I’d be a Porcupine.
If I were a direction I’d be East.
If I were a piece of furniture I’d be a Bed.
If I were a musical instrument I’d be an Electric piano, or harmonica.
If I were a fruit I’d be a Grapefruit.
If I were a planet I’d be Saturn.
If I were an expression I’d be a :]
If I were a sound I’d be Waves Crashing
If I were a month I’d be August
If I were a feeling I’d be free.
Monday, November 29, 2010
Thursday, November 25, 2010
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Friday, November 19, 2010
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Stress,
Has completely overcome me lately.
Ican'tgeteverythingdoneandapplyforcollegesanddualenrollandgraduateandbeabletoleavefuckingfloridaandgotonewyorkandliveinahellholehappilyeverafter,
the end.
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
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